I started taking 5-htp again last night. I forgot I still have half a bottle, an article in a magazine jostled my memory. I had been doing well taking it on and off. You're not supposed to take it continuously. Anyway, I started taking it again last night. 100mg before bed and I am so glad that I did! I slept well, although some of that may be because I am not loaded with caffeine. I've been in good spirits all day as well. I'm going to continue because it always seems to help.
This morning a friend of mine who treats her MS with cannabis posted an article about CBD oil being useful for anxiety. I have considered that route. I need to do more research. I mean, I know the results of my,um, previous studies, yeah, previous studies involving cannabis products, but the oil is a different experience. I don't understanding to totally. Or where to get it. Or if I am comfortable with the gray area it falls into legally. I'm sure none of the side effects include thoughts of suicide and worsening depression but to be fair, one of the main reasons I partake of the herb anymore is the legality. But anyway...it's a thought.
I got a raise. Starts in the next pay period aka Monday aka woot woot!
Kind of a strange night, though. Now, I don't know if it is intentional or coincidental but my son keeps making references to my ex-boyfriend. First, at the comic and card shop, he makes a comment when we are walking up to the door about what if (insert ex's name here) walks out when we're walking in. I had a moment of terror. Oh GOD, what if!? I replied that I didn't know what I would do. The night that happened when I was dating the guy, it was actually pretty cool. We both just ended up at the same place. No, stalking, just synchronicity. Then, the rest of the night it has been odd references or sayings that are from that man. I'm sure it's just coincidence but it kinda bothered me.
Not giving it anymore thought.
Never did hear back from the intake people. It's kinda sad that it's this complex to get an appointment.
I did have one cup of coffee this morning.
What else?
Shrug. I guess that's it. It's been a good day. Genuinely.
This morning a friend of mine who treats her MS with cannabis posted an article about CBD oil being useful for anxiety. I have considered that route. I need to do more research. I mean, I know the results of my,um, previous studies, yeah, previous studies involving cannabis products, but the oil is a different experience. I don't understanding to totally. Or where to get it. Or if I am comfortable with the gray area it falls into legally. I'm sure none of the side effects include thoughts of suicide and worsening depression but to be fair, one of the main reasons I partake of the herb anymore is the legality. But anyway...it's a thought.
I got a raise. Starts in the next pay period aka Monday aka woot woot!
Kind of a strange night, though. Now, I don't know if it is intentional or coincidental but my son keeps making references to my ex-boyfriend. First, at the comic and card shop, he makes a comment when we are walking up to the door about what if (insert ex's name here) walks out when we're walking in. I had a moment of terror. Oh GOD, what if!? I replied that I didn't know what I would do. The night that happened when I was dating the guy, it was actually pretty cool. We both just ended up at the same place. No, stalking, just synchronicity. Then, the rest of the night it has been odd references or sayings that are from that man. I'm sure it's just coincidence but it kinda bothered me.
Not giving it anymore thought.
Never did hear back from the intake people. It's kinda sad that it's this complex to get an appointment.
I did have one cup of coffee this morning.
What else?
Shrug. I guess that's it. It's been a good day. Genuinely.
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