Posting from my phone tonight, so it will probably be brief.

I woke at around 5 am in a panic that I had overslept. I haven't been sleeping in my room, various reasons that aren't important here. I turned the tv on and drifted back to sleep. I like to turn on TBN or EWTN when I know I am going to be drifty. For a long stretch, the only I could fall asleep was to the lullaby of Mother Angelica praying the rosary. I would prefer to sleep to spiritually based things than to fall asleep to things that are going to leave some negative mark on me.

I didn't drink my normal coffee at the house but rather finished off the tea I made yesterday.

I didn't stop for coffee at my normal stop because I realized Friday it was causing me to hit an unnecessary, nostalgic head space. So, I am going to work at changing my habits and give myself space to clear my head and definitely work at being better to myself. There is no reason I should feel some void about being single just because the calendar page changed.

We'll see how that works out.

I didn't drink my normal coffee at the house or have my normal 24 oz. to nurse through the morning. I had no caffeine whatsoever today.  That's the victory we're going to celebrate today because honestly it's all I have accomplished.